Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I'm here, I'm here.

The invitation was received and accepted and I've caught up on all of your posts. 

It seems easier for me to say this here rather than in the meeting - a friend of mine died on Thursday.  It was expected and longed for by her, but still I'm sad.  I feel an odd combination of muted and jagged.  For the past two months, in her final diminishment, I got to help take care of Mary.  I still wake up wondering who has which shift.  It's good to be here, focused, in a different physical place with new people to get to know. 

Now, I'm off to read Anna Kamienska before lunch.  

3 comments:

  1. hey Sandra, i just finished reading Kamienska Notebook I and then I saw your post. the last line of K's Notebook I resonates with me, how I felt after a recent death in the family. i'm so sorry for your loss. --r

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  2. "Holy Mass for the souls of J. and Granddad.
    And then I force myself back to all the living." - Kamienska

    Thanks, Rae, for sending me back to look at these lines.


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